I get so tense I’m often close to puking. We started off on a TV show so I should be at home there, but every time we do telly it riddles me with nerves. I’m petrified from the minute I get in the dressing room to the second we walk out on to the set. I don’t know why - and it’s getting worse.

I just spiral into this one massive bag of nerves. Then, when the next show comes along, it starts again, only worse. Maybe it’s because it feels quite intimate? I don’t like singing in front of small crowds.

In 2013, when we were invited to perform at the American Music Awards, I was in a state about singing a song I was usually comfortable with. Then before we went out, Justin Timberlake was coming off after collecting an award and I remember saying to the lads: “Is that the calibre of people here?” To make matters worse, as he walked off Justin came over to say hello and I was bricking it, nearly swallowing my own puke. I was fine in the end, but it’s draining being that nervous.

” — Niall in Who We Are (x)

okaywork:

me: i should get in the shower

*2 hours later someone else starts the shower*

me: o hmy god fuck you i was JUST about to get in there

“I am a strong person. But every once in a while I would like someone to hold my hand and tell me things are going to be OK.” — Unknown (via psych-facts)

Marina leaving Niall Horan’s 21st Birthday Party at Shoreditch House in London (x)

*zones out in the middle of my own TED talk*

#ME 
Title: Partition (Orchestral Arrangement)
Artist: Beyonce (Cover by chonthenomad)
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gurt-squirt:

sounds like some serious final boss music